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IVF#2 - CD4 - Happy Anniversary to Me

Today is my 14th wedding anniversary. Holy cow! Time flies when you're having fun. Last I remember, the Phillies were in the 1993 World Series and I was dating my Leo. We went to two of the World Series games that year, since we had preferential treatment for all the regular season games we went to that year. We tried this year, but we couldn't get any. We did take Phoebe to one Phillies game this year and did get one of those photos of our family they took for us. I love that pic. It's on top of our entertainment center.

On time, I am feeling kind of out of it the past few days. I feel like there is never enough time for everything I want to do. How do other people handle those feelings. Sometimes lately I feel like it takes all my energy just to get through the basic tasks of the day and never get to the extra things I want to do. There's so much with my life I want to do, I'm afraid I'll never get to half of it. I must admit I'm scared sometimes at the thought of having another child considering my time to get things done will go down again. I try to remind myself I'll just need to get more creative with my time and I know I'm pretty good with that. I do know that if I'm really busy, I get more things done than if I'm only moderately busy, so I know it's a good thing for me to be really swamped.

I'll be watching the World Series game tonight - Go Phillies!!!! I'm wearing red today!

Comments

Go Phillies! I feel overwhelmed alot too, I just try to go with it, not fight it or beat myself up over it. I think it's a side effect of Super Woman Syndrome. I am working on being kinder and gentler with myself. You and I probably get more done by 9 am than most people do all day! ((Hugs)) and Happy 14 th Anniversary to you and Leo!
RBandRC said…
Happy Anniversary! As for the time thing, I've just become accustomed to not having time for anything. It makes it easier to put off the things that aren't as important. It will all get done eventually, right? At least that's what I keep telling myself. :)
Carrie Ann said…
Happy anniversary!! keeping my fingers crossed for you -

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