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Oh My God!

Sorry to take the Lord's name in vain, but I'm not sure what to do with this information yet. I've now made it to 12 days past ovulation with no dip in temperature showing AF's impending arrival. Actually this morning it jumped! I'm not sure if it's a fluke or what!!!! I think it it's high again tomorrow, I'm going to do the old POAS.

Also, Mom confirmed yesterday, Nan's lung cancer is malignant. They want her to have surgery, but they need to increase her lung capacity first. Mom, Nan, and probably my Aunt Debbie are going to come down on Sunday next weekend to visit the model home and go to the vineyard. I'm going to try really hard not to cry, as we're not telling Phoebe yet about Nan's condition. I don't think her brain could wrap around it right now. Phoebe does know what cancer is, and that you can die from it, but I don't want her to think now that her great-grandmother might die. Hopefully this will all work out.

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Anonymous said…
Sorry about your grandmother.Hope all goes well.
Emily aka madmommy
cat said…
Good luck tomorrow *fingers crossed for you*

Really sorry to hear about your nana. I hope it all does work out. I lost my nana very young and although it was confusing and sad young children often weather that storm better than we do. I hope you will not have to face that anytime soon however.

Why are our lives always so precariously balanced between the joy and the pain?
Mandy said…
OMG is right. I will be thinking of you tomorrow.

I, too, am so sorry to hear about your nana. :(

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